On the phone

Cruising fast with no airbags in the wrong direction
If this is real then tell me why I'm always second guessing
It's no love lost, I saw the sign just missed the message
I never thought that loving you would be the hardest lesson

Tell me that you love me when you jealous of my grind
You came and eclipsed my shit, tryna dim my shine
I was tryna humble you, read between the lines
Fuck you blind, what we had most ain't seeing in they lifetime.

In over my head, over it
Insomnia, emotional neurosis, I

I can't give, you what you
You won't admit you want from me
Constantly, chasing peace
Yet somehow it's escaping me

I call you on the phone
I know you ain't alone
I ain't waiting, been waiting so long
We both know why it's done
But boy we had some fun
Keep playing, but quit playing with me

Never gonna be mine
Never gonna be mine
Never gonna be mine
Oh Never gonna be mine
It's just a waste of time
Never gonna be mine

Cruising fast with no airbags in the wrong direction
If this is real then tell me why I'm always second guessing
It's no love lost, I saw the sign just missed the message
I never thought that loving you would be the hardest lesson

I'm running from you, exhausted
And all of the dreams that you stole
No need to return them, I

And I can't give, you what you
You won't admit you want from me
Constantly, watching me
And screaming for me silently

My lifeline, a new design with new relations
I was real I was honest just so we get the difference
You bit the bait now you twisted up off some goofy bitches
I'm breaking mirrors in your crib, fuck the superstitions
Gave you my heart and my body without no competition
What type of lame trades some caviar for Church's Chicken
You made the decision, that's your bed now go lay up in it
Picture me, press playing second best to your indecision

No matter what you do, I'm done believing you
Words are broken, an insult to truth
We both know why it's done
Good luck, we had our run
Keep playing, but quit playing with me

Never gonna be mine
Never gonna be mine
Never gonna be mine
Oh Never gonna be mine
It's just a waste of time
Never meant be mine

Never gonna be mine
Never
Never gonna

A love interest won't make it up to the second season
I'm in the house I'm quarantined just picking up the pieces
You faking in diamonds and swap meet Jesus pieces
I saw it coming, but still couldn't believe it